people attitude

hello blog! hello cyber!

today i'm gonna write about a discussion on how cyber effect our life.

but before that, i want to give a big thank you to this people who really inspired me to write this topic; people that come and go in my life. give yourself a pulse! :)

these days, we can see a lot of teenagers are into cyber. such as facebook, twitter, tumblr and anything that i don't really give a damn. they also like to express their feelings thru cyber. especially when they are in love, angry, happy, moody, cursing and etc.

well, here is my story. i'm full timer culinary student and a part timer worker. and Alhamdulillah, i'm just a part timer at my work place. you know why? because at my work place, there's a lot of kaki gossip, kaki mengumpat, kaki tipu, hypocrite and lots more that i can't even explain. and mostly, when some of our colleagues have small argument with themselves, they started to post their feelings at fb and twitter. and later, it will be a bigger issue and started to point fingers to one another. typical human being right? but that is not the case that i want to share here.

to me, twitter is a very private thing. its like my own portable diary that i can bring anywhere. and i like to update my twitter status all the time about my love story, studies, human being and mostly my love story. haha. so yeah. its true. i always update my love story at twitter. and there's this one guy *ehem ehem didn't like my status. dafuq? and he started to update his status sarcastically. even though he didn't mention my name, i know he mean it to me. because i know this kind of people, they can't see people happy. and they will always have this negative thinking. duhhh. lemau sangat weyhh. so yeah. one thing for you dude or babe, just UNFOLLOW me or UNFRIEND me. end of story.

i never give a fuck about my followers at twitter or blog. i never count them and i don't give a bloody fucking shit if they feel annoying with my writings. and if you give me this stupid and very pathetic excuses like 'oh maybe your other followers don't like it, so let me be the one to let you know'. dude! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! do i look like aku batak followers??? macam korang? daaaa. kalau aku batak followers, aku da lame subscribe twitter for facebook wei. pastu followers aku da berlambak. lagi berlambak dari korang. but, aku bukan macam korang. like i've said earlier, twitter is my private thing. if you don't like it, just unfollow me. aku tak rugi hilang follower yang merepek macam kau. oh and one more thing, no wonder orang banyak tak suka kau, sebab kau suka mula kan sesuatu pergaduhan dan itu datang nya dari mulut hanjing kau sendiri. kau yang suka memulakan gaduh. now i know. HAHAHA. pity.

sebenar nya, aku tak la pissed off sangat pun. sebab aku malas nak gaduh dengan orang yang low minded macam kau. macam buang masa. dan tak bawak ke arah kebaikan pun. dari aku bukak mulut aku. baik aku diam. aku tak rugi duit, masa kalau tak ade follower macam kau.

thank you :)

People always like to talk about others without knowing the truth. Some people thought that they are the best. They have what others don’t have. They pretend they are good in front of everybody. They pretend that they are not hypocrite like others! Hell yeah! Sometimes, when people said to me that they don’t like hypocrite people but actually the truly hypocrite is them! Trust me. I saw many of them behaving like this since I entered working life. And none of them I trust. I just like to hear their stories instead of believing it lively. Because I’m a hypocrite. That’s why I like to hear all your stories. Sounds so mean right? Haha. Kesah plak aku kan.

I’m supposed to update my blog with photos and to reply back one of my apple entry. But sorry, I’m totally don’t have mood to update that kind of entry. Today I woke up with tons of problems that I’m facing everyday. One of my friend said not to think about it or it will be worse. Yeah. Thank you. Appreciate that very much. People WILL always talk and talk and talk. So, chillax. No need to be threaten by them. Like mom always said, be thick skin whenever you go. Let them say what they want to say. Malay is always like that maaaaa :)

eye bag

good evening all.

just a random topic actually.

im too tired to story everything. let's just be simple okay?

so today we did stimulation.

and yet, im a bit slower than the rest at the cashier side. yes i admit.

im not as good as them. but im pushing myself to the limit to understand customers satisfaction and to be able to answer all customers question.

im still at zero level. T________T

yes, im crying to myself. and im wondering why i can't do all this.

i've been working at Prince Hotel for 1year plus as customer service assistant and i can't even do this-so-called-customer-service??

im deeply disappointed with myself.

everyday i set my objective but none of them i achieve YET. this is so BADASS!

and today, im feeling really really down. thanks!

and some of the senior staff that i don't want to mention names.

*pls beware the usage of 'S' belakang ayat tu okay. this is general :p

pls be more serious during stimulation. and ESPECIALLY when it's involving money.

pls! don't make me write in the zen in kei ei book. HAHA. *na'ah. im not gonna write it there. NO WAYYY!

i think, i've done with my writing. will write again when somebody carik pasal with me again. HAHA. boi!

thank you card

Thank you card.

Usually we received it when people appreciate our effort or whatever that comes to your mind right now. I-don't-want-to-talk-details-bout-it. Like when we really really really really make an effort to be the number one staff but then nobody knows that we exist at all.

While others received the thank you card each and every day but they don't really really really really work hard for it. For example: they will only do their work if the team leader or the manager do spot check on them. But when the team leader or the manager gone, they become lazy as usual. HAHA. Typical malay attitude right? Okay fine I’m a malay also which not really pure malay (tu pun nak bagitau) but isn’t our store manager told us to be a special Malaysian? Capital letter, SPECIAL MALAYSIAN. So definitely they don’t want us to be lazy or just playing around during work or blablablabla.

Cut it short la kan. Sebenarnya, I’m a bit demotivated because I didn’t get the thank you card. For you, maybe it’s a small thing. But for me, it’s a big thing. Seriously, it’s biggie!! Bigger than you thought. Even though during the training session I’m a bit cheerful, super duper hyper active, and last but not least playful but I still (at least) pay attention to the team leader and always ASK if I’m not sure about something and I always volunteer to do the task. Like today, I think I volunteered a lot during the training. Senang cerita, all the time! So please, tell me. Apa kurang dekat aku?

• Friendly and smile. Check.

• ·Quick and energetic. Check.
  

• Courtesy to customer. Check.

• Always ask for clarification. Check and double check.

• Always volunteer to do the task. Super duper check.

Erk! Any details cannot be publish. It’s P&C. Harap maklum. I’ll just pay attention on this 5 points okay? So, tell me? Tak layak ke? Aku nak card kecil tu saja. Bukan besar pun. Bukan senang budak macam aku nak concentrate untuk benda kecil macam ni tau. Lagi lagi aku. Damn it’s hard you know! I’m pushing myself to be the best to make sure that you guys know that people like me exist. So, please take note. Thank you

Ouh yeah! Memang aku tengah marah. Upset gila. So, let’s hope that tomorrow will be a better day that today. Amin